arghh

Been in a really good mood all friggen day then i speak to you and i feel like shit, so thanks alot.
I am sick of being miserable lately and it's all because of one dick. It was horrible today mother put on her big coat for the first time in ages and found a shopping list from my grandad :(. I miss him so so muchh. It's been over a year all ready :(. I know for a fact my mother misses him as she hasnt been herself since it happened. I loveee youuuuuuuuuuuuuu

who do i beleive?

well one thing i know is boys do nothing but confuse you there not worth it tbh. well who am i meant to beleive my boyfriend who i been with for a year now or my boyfriends best freind who's done nothing but cause shit for me? I been so confused for the last two months. Life is so much easier when you are single.